Daddy Issues (open)

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Calimine | Hallimine


Looking at Delirious, Calimine couldn't help but feel her chest constrict. She'd been wanting to spend a little time together with her father, just the two of them but... nothing though it seemed would help her gain the strength to approach the powerful male. Just go up to him! It can't be that bad, I mean he's your father right?


The deep chuckle within startled her and she fell to her back side with a startled yelp. That's what you think brat! Jeez so whiny you are. I can't believe you'd survive so late into life. Calimine wanted to snap at the voice but held to her mental silence. The voice seemed louder and louder with each passing day. At first she thought herself crazy but then she thought normal after she realized that others heard voices too, entitled a conscience. But of all the voices she wondered if theirs was as demanding and aggressive almost like secretly wishing to be another mass altogether. Blinking up she looked around before looking down with a frown. Mud caked thickly on her fur and paws. She felt like crying again when she remembered she had groomed for hours in hopes to approach and appease her father. Now she was just a muddy little adolescent once more.


Oh, now don't beat yourself up brat. Here I'll help you out. Calimine blinked her eyes shut but hadn't realized she didn't open them as she felt dazed and uncontrolled.

Her greenish gold eyes seeming to lean more golden bronze color. Her legs didn't wobble with uncertainty as she stood and walked with pride towards her father in hopes to gain his favor, mud and all.

[drifter]

Delirious Faire - Xeiroz

It wasn't that Delirious didn't love his three beautiful daughters. In fact he adored them as any loving parent would their children. But it was clear that he unintentionally paid more attention to the only son of the litter.
To the tan male the girls all had their mother. Tob on the other claw needed a good fatherly figure. Something Delirious had never gotten and had unfortunately not been able to give to his eldest son.

As of then the Jaaku assassin had planted himself beneath a rather small tree, but the shade it gave off was adequate enough. An ear flicked to the sounds of approach. His half lidded golden gaze swept softly to one of his daughters. He offered her a smile yet it faltered upon seeing how dirty she was.

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Calimine | Hallimine

Hallimine held back a growl when 'he' noticed their fathers frown. Had he been expecting his son instead? Their own brother? Hallimine felt a twinge of jealousy that 'he' would store away for later, Calimine would never use the feeling of jealousy to over power her, but Hallimine was all for that. looking at their father Hallimine wanted to spit on the male. how could Cali, even look up to her father and grovel for his attention? Looking away Hallimine blew a tuff of fur from his eyes before looking away and sitting beside 'his' father. he refused to look the male in the eyes instead he lay his head on his paws and sighed.its all yours you whiny mutt. Hallimine kept calm enough to keep what fur wasn't caked with mud from bristling when 'he' felt the gaze of the male on 'his' body. closing his eyes he let himself fade from the body sinking deep once more into blackness; only looking through the two tiny wholes that his Cali, called eyes.

Calimine opened her greenish eyes and blinked a few times. the light a little brighter than she last remembered, and a small throb in her temple made her wonder if she had 'black out' again. Looking at her paws she sighed before looking up and blinking questioningly at the tree before her only a few yards away, the same tree she had been hiding behind moments before. looking to her side she squeaked out a yelp and stood up as if her father had burned her. she was so close her fur was practically touching the males. Back-peddling she yipped loudly when she tripped over a root causing her limbs to tangle in themselves and her to fall once more into another slightly less mucky puddle of mud, to her utter embarrassment. "for give me father I hadn't- I mean.... I-" Calimine wanted to cry she was so embarrassed. Looking away she tried to hide her muddy face by over lapping her paws and landing them on her muzzle. please I beg of someone kill me now she winced when the booming laughter reached her ears and she wanted growl in frustration at her 'conscience' that meanie had no right to laugh at her.

Slowly she tensed, too afraid to look at the -most likely- ashamed look her father probably would give her. why does this keep happening every time I zone out I end up in trouble or made the laughing stock 'cause I look foolish. she wailed inwardly.

The deep male laughter returned before Hallimine spoke. Hey Cali, it could be worse. you could always have woken up next to a nice male you just bedded and-

Calimine yelped at her 'own' thought her eyes shot open and quickly she nipped her right paw that just happened to have had the unfortunate luck to land in front of her muzzle hard enough to draw small crimson droplets in hopes to shake the dreaded thoughts from her raging mind. she whimpered in embarrassment and kept her eyes clamped shut her father completely forgotten for that split moment.

[drifter]

Delirious Faire - Xeiroz

Blue tufted tail tapped the ground lightly. He waited patiently for the child to say something but instead she flopped herself down beside him in silence. Before he could say anything, for he was going to ask her if something troubled her, Calimine jerked away violently, causing Delirious to give a small jolt.
Gold's scanned the young 'ess as she stuttered over her words, eventually tripping over herself. Del had always wondered if there was something off about his daughter. It always seemed as if she forgot what she was doing. As if her mind wasn't aware of what her body did. He would make note to speak to the girl's mother about it later. Perhaps Tear had answers for their daughters strange behavior.
"A lady does not apologize for what she does." He said softly, mixing in a light purr in hopes of easing her stress. His paws lay crossed, now he parted them and motioned with his head toward the space between them. "Come. Your mother will have my hide if she knew I let you wonder about in such a filthy condition." Delirious watched Calim closely, wondering if she'd have another episode or comply. If not he was perfectly ready to get up and force her clean.

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Calimine | Hallimine

Calimine paid close attention to her fathers words. her shoulders sagged a little in relief to see he wasn't angry at her, but that didn't change the fact that he had requested her to approach him. The last thing she needed was to feel any more humiliated by having her father bathe her. she jolted a little and her eyes glazed a fraction when Hallimine chose to speak for her. "Father please, I am not so young as to be unable to bathe myself!" she blinked her eyes and her face reddened lightly as she became slightly aware of the words still ringing fresh in her ears.

Calimine closed her eyes for a moment thinking to herself. Hallim! why are you making me say these things? I want to gain his favor, not have him think me rude! even in her thoughts her lip had outwardly twitched in annoyance at herself.

The soft chuckle that replied sent a small chill down her back making her fur bristle lightly. silence cub I am merely showing our father that we are not as weak as he may think we are. he favors his son, his son is male! there fore by logic maybe if-

Calamine faked smile and looked her father in the eyes briefly before mumbling softly to him ignoring her other halves words. "forgive me father that came out wrong, I meant to say that I wish not to bother you with the task of bathing me I will handle it myself." she bowed her head slightly ashamed, her eyes focusing on the small punctures she had caused to her paw. turning quickly she dashed for the den, maybe if she was lucky her father wouldn't think her insane.

The sigh echoes around in her head. listen Calim, I really meant to appease him not make a fool of you. maybe if you were less petite and docile and a little more masculine the-

Calimine flopped heavily to her side and whimpered softly as she took the tedious task of cleaning herself. she had with all intentions meant to try and bond with her father, maybe ask for a fishing exercise or something. In the end she had full heartedly succeeded in making a fool of herself. If mother where here would she think her mood swings were as benign as Calimine herself had thought they were? she sighed once more before a soft smile graced her muzzle. "At least he purred towards me, that's something."

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Delirious Faire - Xeiroz | Kalea Crimson - Caliver | Project Caliver

A brow slowly rose as the 'ess went from rather rude to sweet in an instant. Something was wrong with her indeed.
As she walked away he watched her closely. There were stranger things in this Veldt. Perhaps it was simply a phase that would pass. An attitude she had adopted to handle all the older adolescents around here. What ever it is... She gets it from Tear's side of the family... To that he gave a light chuckle.


The cub was older now. A tad taller, a bit wiser, but still as adventurous and inquisitive as ever. Earlier Kal had been working her wings. Since the death of her mother's relative Kimiko had been distant. Certainly not in the mood to tutor the children in flying. Project had suggested that Kalea ask Jasper or Neo, yet they were so large. So intimidating. She didn't want to ask them alone and her father would simply laugh and walk away. Did he fear them? Certainly not! Not her daddy! Not ever!
The Crimson - Caliver now rested at the dens, her wings sore from the days practice. Nearby lay the father. He was always near. It made Kalea feel immensely safe, what with all these dangers popping up here and there.
Another made their way into the den area and red eyes moved to follow the mud covered older female. With a tilted head, Kal approached at an eased trot. "What happened to you?" The young Meurtrian ran her gaze over the lighter colored feline.

Project indeed lay near. He was always in the general area that his children were. He had promised Kimiko that he would watch their cubs while she mourned her loss.
Green's watched calmly as Kalea moved near one of their allies. Though calm, the blonde male remained on high alert. So many traitors recently, it was hard to know whom one could trust.

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Calimine | Hallimine

Calimine paused tongue frozen to her fur for a moment before looking to the younger female. "oh Kalea, I fear I am going insane!" Calimine seethed to the darker one of the two. looking at herself she frowned. her eyes darkened a little and she sighed. "one moment I'm doing one thing then the next I'm waking up some place else with little or more than likely no recollection of how I got there! or I'm speaking out of turn things I would never say before, like their not my words! then turn around and when I come around I'm falling over myself and no matter what I do he won't leave me alone!" Calimine seethed she hadn't bothered to hush her voice not many were close enough to hear and more than likely only the younger female had heard her rant. panting she closed her eyes tears brimming.

"Oh Kal, what ever will I do? he seems stronger than I by each passing day, he over powers me and voices me to do thing I know I wouldn't want to do." tears brimmed her lid as she looked pleadingly at the female. her fur forgotten in it's half cleaned state. Oh Cal! you drama queen! if you keep this up they will certifiably think you insane! the voice echoed in her head and she lay her head down and closed her eye in an attempt to erase the male from her thoughts. her ears flattened as a headache formed behind her lids.

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Kalea Crimson - Caliver

Eyes slowly began to widen as an expectantly long, and just as confusing, explanation fired from Calimine's mouth. "Um... Well... I... You.." Unable to get a word in, Kalea decided to wait it out.
She seated herself across from the upset creature, a look of concern offered up. "Maybe if you be more forceful?" The cub had no idea what Calim was referring to. And the older as so upset that the winged 'ess made note not to ask.

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Calimine |Hallimine


Calimine froze when she realized she was not only being rude but inconsiderate. looking up she smiled softly and nuzzled the smaller female. "you look exhausted Kalea, have you been training so hard?" the soft purr that escaped her throat was soothing and the mood swing was quick. her eyes faded to a green gold the glint in her eyes teasing as she nudged the youngers tender looking wings.

"-so looks like this place needs a pick-me-up!" Hallimine pounced softly onto the female and nuzzled her in her ribs intent on tickling the female senseless. "I refuse to stop till you call my name!" 's'he said.

Calimine shivered. her world had suddenly grown dark and she shivered at the darkness around her. surely it was not happening again. one minute she was relieving her stress the next her world went black.

[drifter]

Kalea Crimson - Caliver | Project Caliver

The purr made her smile. Kal winced to the nudge aimed at her wings. Playfully she growled yet wasn't quick enough to dodge the tackle.
The black female squirmed with more cubbish growls and laughter. "Cut it out!" She squealed, hind paws kicking at Calimine's under side.


Project tensed as the adolescent was on the cub. Eyes squinted and a warning growl bubbled up only to sit in his throat unheard. They were only playing, but he remained keeping a close eye out.

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Calimine | Hallimine

Hallimine grinned but continues his assault on the cub. "I won't quit till you say my name!" Hallimine sneered playfully. Hallimine was careful and not completely cruel enough to harm the female. suddenly Calimine froze fear on her face. her eyes a deep gold once more and she stood from the cub. "forgive me Kalea, please I didn't hurt you did I?" the fear on Calimine's face was genuine. "Kalea maybe you should go? I mean I really enjoyed your company but maybe it'd be best if I finish with my bath then went to sleep?" Calimine hadn't meant to make it sound like a question but as of the last week she was questioning herself a lot.

Calimine had noticed herself that she had tried to distance herself from her litter mates. most of the pride she chose to distance herself from and if this kept up she feared she would leave her family, having never been able to win over her fathers favor.

she had thought for a moment that when she opened her eyes that she had pounced the cub and was harming her. she went into the far side of the den in hopes to hide from the cub.

oh for all that's sacred! I am a male not a monster...yet. even I have morals on cubs. you need to trust me a little more-

"enough! leave me be!" Calimine said the words aloud not realizing that Kalea probably heard the hushed tune. her fur bristled and she tensed as Calimine followed the cubs instructions to be more forceful.

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Kalea Crimson - Caliver

She continued to fight back, her little teeth gnawing into the other. Eventually Calim came through and Kalea rolled up to a sit, grinning happily.
The concern that the other 'ess gave made the cub frown. Weren't they just having fun? It was rather confusing. Kalea watched Calimine depart into one of the dens. Ears lowered, she slowly rose and padded away back to Project. Her father ran a rough lick over top Kal's head making her giggle lightly before she flopped down next to him.

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Calimine | Hallimine

Calimine listened to the soft paddings of the cub as she walked away. she needed someone to talk to, any one who might have better advice than just 'be more forceful'. finishing her bath Calimine yawned lowering her head and allowed sleep to claimed her.

the greenish eyes looked Calimine up and down through the darkness concealing the true size to the creature. A large smirk revealed sharp canines and Calimine gasped as the Feline lunged for her. The creature landed on her and she screamed out of fear. Her fur bristled and she snarled as her claws lashed out. The form seemed larger than her and generally unfazed by her sad attempt to defend herself. Calimines' golden gaze peered down and noticed how small she really was in comparison. She looked like she hardly deserved to be out of the den! her paws were large and looked perfect for being stumbled upon, her legs stalky. she was without a doubt a young cub once more.

Calimine yowled as a paw landed roughly on her chest causing the wind to be knocked from her lungs with a hiss. Tears sprang to her eyes and slipped past her lids dampening her fur past her ears, said ears flattened back against her head. She winced when suddenly the pitch dark went white and the form before her was none other than herself standing tall and proud above her. No, not quiet this herself. This 'her' was taller, more muscular, and had greenish eyes hers were just like her fathers. Then the large cat spoke, the voice was gruff and demanding for attention it was also very much male. Calimine's gold irises forced themselves hesitantly to the form above her as a pathetic hiss found its way out of her deprived lungs.

"Cali, think about this. If you were as normal as you think and every one has such an active conscience then do you really believe that you would get such bizarre looks? think Calimine, are you maybe by chance different?" the males mouth had stopped moving but the words echoed in the world she was trapped in.

Calimine felt tears prick her eyes and she shook her head. "no, every one has a conscience-"

"Calimine! am I really just that? a thought? a whim? think cub and you will realize that even if that were true you can control your conscience, but me? have you even over powered me? I think not." the jaws snapped open and lunged and Calimine screamed her body curled into itself in a form of defense.

Calimine shot up from her sleep. sweat forced her fur to stick to her body and she panted, gasping for breath. she wanted, no she needed her daddy. standing she dashed out of the den and went to find her father tears streaking her face as she tried to keep her hysterics quite and to herself. As tears forced her fur down farther down than the earlier tears had.

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Delirious Faire - Xeiroz

He had been on the verge of getting up. Going and doing what was still undecided. Yet the mutt didn't get very far when once again his daughter came to him.
Her sudden appearance had him a little startled. "Dear child, what's wrong?" He asked, now sitting and wrapping his tail around her as much as he could. Softly his tongue ran over her teal mane, his nose then moving it out of her eyes.

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Calimine | Hallimine



Calimine eyed her father for a split second. she knew she looked a mess and felt every part of it. roughly she pushed her muzzle into the larger mutts chest burying her whole face in thick fur. "father! I fear myself insane, I have demanded that he leave me alone but even with all my might he will force me to do and act out such things that I know many will find wrong and inappropriate! I have demanded he leave me be, I have tried to force him away but he returns and haunts my every waking moment." Calimine shivered and pushed harder into her fathers pelt he soft sobs racking her body.

'cub if I were you I'd hush yourself. what will your family do to you when they realize-' Calimine stiffened and grit her teeth in an attempt to ignore the being within herself. finally her legs gave out and she fell to her belly and just in an attempt to hide from the world, she literally tried to crawl under her fathers chest and stomach and if she had her way probably under his pelt as well. "please father I beg of you, make him stop. make him go away...please" Calimine whispered her plea barely audible over the soft drizzle of rain.